My challenge to you///
I challenge you to the death
Look in the mirror, thorough and deep
Make one change, from now till your last breath.
And every word you speak, let it be a vow to keep.
Let your actions be absolute,
As the Father seeing from every angle.
Let your faith be resolute,
Becoming God's faithful Angel.
I challenge you to the death.
Til present with the Lord, and absent from earth asleep.
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10.11.10 - 2:41 PM
Missing
After my boyfriend left, I was watching this really odd show on the health discovery channel about autopsies. It is actually not so bad, but I just dont care too much about death in general...though on the same note, it is nice learning more about health matters through this.
About midway through, I kind of felt funny. I noticed the feeling as I was kind of dozing in and out from watching the show, and I guess the best way to describe what I felt was as if something were incomplete. Later Flyleaf's song "missing" came to mind.
I kind of feel like as if there is something that I am searching for that I cant get close enough to. I feel sad because I know that only the Father can fill this space, but at the same time, it is not my appointed time for that completion. That much, I know for a fact. Its quite annoying actually, because it makes me just want to go on a walk or go home. It spurs this sense of loneliness at times, its really unpleasant.
Also something that kind of sort of made me think, was last nite...not going into detail there.
I dont quite understand all the way, how one can touch another in so many sorts of ways but not feel "love" for that individual. Specifically, I am kind of suprised that such is kind of shocking. I thought of reasons why this would be shocking, and alas, no real satisfying answer...save one. I have never been touched (both metaphorically and literally), so I think that for me, I have developed a more emotional tie so to speak, than he has...thats a guess.
I actually spent last night thinking about that.
Well, my battery is dying. Time to publish the post.
Posted by Brianka
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