My challenge to you///
I challenge you to the death
Look in the mirror, thorough and deep
Make one change, from now till your last breath.
And every word you speak, let it be a vow to keep.
Let your actions be absolute,
As the Father seeing from every angle.
Let your faith be resolute,
Becoming God's faithful Angel.
I challenge you to the death.
Til present with the Lord, and absent from earth asleep.

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19.5.08 - 4:48 PM

Shortest entry yet.

Well, today started off...nope. My day has been flat out crappy.

Today has just been one of those days when you really want to...just...punch someone.

I'm upset that everytime I try to attempt to achieve a goal I'm thrown back to ground zero. I am tired of mom and dad complaining about our borderline impoverished lifestyle rather than being patient for something good to happen. More than anything, I am tired that that is all they see, nothing else. More and more often I think back and ask myself if the choices that I made for them and others around me were even worth making. I regret having met certain people. I regret having expectations.

Everyday I have tried hard to look at the bright side. I have tried just enjoying some of the few happy moments that I have. I have tried to keep my emotions in check so that I won't ruin everyone else's day. In the end, I only try to cap or seal a lake that always floods. People always try to find out what is wrong, but they don't understand. My still waters run too deep, and I don't want pity.

Ugg, I'm going to listen to music or something....

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