My challenge to you///
I challenge you to the death
Look in the mirror, thorough and deep
Make one change, from now till your last breath.
And every word you speak, let it be a vow to keep.
Let your actions be absolute,
As the Father seeing from every angle.
Let your faith be resolute,
Becoming God's faithful Angel.
I challenge you to the death.
Til present with the Lord, and absent from earth asleep.

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29.5.08 - 1:24 PM

I need a Stess Ball...or a machete.

Why? Just, why?
Why is it that right after I resolve one issue, another always pops up?
Why is this region a nest full of drama and bad things to happen?
Why is it a breeding ground for sadness, hopelessness, and disappointment?
Why do I always worry when I don't need to, and yet am too relaxed whenever there unknown danger?

It has been exactly 2 months and 2 weeks since I have had potentially "harming" thoughts, and it was literally by the grace and mercy of god, apparent diivine intervention, that I was prevented from executing these actions. What will if it gets too far this time?

What is worst is that I feel sick, sad, and I can't find an escape while I'm at school. No music...I could sleep, but I never have dreams to escape to.

Darn it...I keep twitching...T_T

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