My challenge to you///
I challenge you to the death
Look in the mirror, thorough and deep
Make one change, from now till your last breath.
And every word you speak, let it be a vow to keep.
Let your actions be absolute,
As the Father seeing from every angle.
Let your faith be resolute,
Becoming God's faithful Angel.
I challenge you to the death.
Til present with the Lord, and absent from earth asleep.
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5.5.08 - 4:29 PM
Whats this feeling?
Fervent as a flame,
does it have a name?
I think I'm....borderline crazy. My imaginary friend came back. I'm happy for the company, he/she seems to provide an
illusionary cushion in my little world.OK, enough divulging things that will put me into an asylum.On a serious note, I find that a lot of odd things have be happening lately. Especially today.I was nominated for an "award" thingy at school today. It is weird b/c the teacher that nominated me was my spanish teacher. Sure, I'm very proficient in this area, but i haven't exactly been doing my best. I haven't been doing all of my hw. I haven't turned in my progress reports....So now teachers can tell that i am purposely not doing my best? Wth??I am an honor and academic scholar in my class. The list is kinda short, and both seem to have the same names on it.This morning, I said hi to my usual crew. I usually go to the cafeteria and say hi to 1-3 people and spend the rest of the morning alone. Well, there is one that I kinda don't really want to talk to right now, and so I went to the library w/my friend group of about 3-5 ppl instead. Even with them, I only really want to talk to one. If you have read my entries on gaia, you know that I have a "fake" paranoia thingy. I hate being around people who don't really act the way they really are. I hate it whenever people act for the moment and what the situation calls for rather than how they really feel at heart. I hate it whenever some of the pple who I talk to only talk to me to seem tolerant or not to seem like a Jackass. I just wish that these pple would drop their front grow some balls/uterus and say " You know what, I really don't like you" or "Look, I really don't want you to talk to me anymore" instead of letting me piece together their subliminal messages (which I am pretty accurate in my interpretatins and predictins )Whenever I am around these types of people, I want to leave them and I yearn for someone who will be honest with me. Consequently, even though she has many flaws and problems to sort through, I know my friend will be honest with me and will give me her opinion on the matter. She will be her flawed self. I love her for that. She will not pretend to like someone she does not like, yet when necessary she will make the necessary "peace".I don't think people really understadn just how lonely such a situation is. Well, at least I have only 1 month until I graduate. I intend on visiting weekly....That is really all that I can say on the matter.I have an interview for an internship oh the 19th of this month. Mom is helping me to make myself more presentable and confident. I hope I do well.GTG, Jonathan is home...Labels: ends with an E has 6 letters, Starts with an L
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