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25.5.08 - 7:25 PM
Sabishii..:-(
This weekend has been pretty good...I think?
I finally had a friend over yesterday. Just so you know how big a deal this is, it has been about...I don't know...over 7 years since I've had pleasant company of my own over.
She wanted me to make her a necklace out of some fabric that she brought. With the remainder, I can make matching gloves. I finished her necklace, and It's pretty! My only concern is that it is a little too big...
I should have the gloves done by tomorrow, they're pretty too.
It was great having her for company, but it was lonely when she left. I am usually stuck in my room for a good portion of the day. Actually, the only reason I come to school is to see certain people, unfortunately I start hating school again right around 2nd or third period, but to see these certain people overrides my annoyance with class, school work, and teachers.
Gosh...Loneliness...really...really...really....really sucks. Especially when accompanied by unrequited love. Ugg...I wish that I didn't love this person so much...I pity myself for caring so.
WELL, time to change the SUBJECT,
somewhat.
I can't take the quiet quite like I used to anymore. I always have to put on some music. Even today when I was working on the necklace and gloves, I had to listen to my mp3 player. Whenever I listen, I don't only hear singing and a melody, rather I hear the drums like the heartbeat of a person. The singing: The breath of company with the beauty of something good to be said. What I like to do most is sing with the music, and try to match the same pitch. It makes me feel the vibration of our voice in unison, as though there really is another person there. It is a very comforting experience that can be very difficult to describe.
If I can't listen to music, I just sleep. That way I can see my friends whenever I want...Sometimes I see new company.
Anyway, while I was looking for some new music on youtube, I stumbled across an anime called Mononoke. NOT Princess Mononoke, but Mononoke. It is really awesome, to me, but it only has 12 episodes...
There was an episode that really spoke to me. Ummm...let me see...it's called...Noppera bou, episodes 6 and 7. It is about a woman who confessed to killing her husband's family. It is very difficult to discribe. It would be better if you watched it. I have a question as my label, and you can find the answer to it if you watch the episode. Sure, you may say "noone", but the fact is, we "kill" every day of out lives because so many different things.
Here are the links:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eoSOo9C98Es
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wg--_yIxMcs
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zuZdMIYYeiI
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JLGIeKOkuU0
The whole mononoke series is a bit metaphorical, but that is what makes it so awesome. It makes you think about how you percieve things in general.
Well, that's all for now. I'm going to find some music.
Labels: Who did you kill?
Posted by Brianka
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