My challenge to you///
I challenge you to the death
Look in the mirror, thorough and deep
Make one change, from now till your last breath.
And every word you speak, let it be a vow to keep.
Let your actions be absolute,
As the Father seeing from every angle.
Let your faith be resolute,
Becoming God's faithful Angel.
I challenge you to the death.
Til present with the Lord, and absent from earth asleep.

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23.4.10 - 10:06 PM

A night of OCD because I was deep in thought

Today was an awesome day!

I spoke with a professor about minoring in Creative Writing. I was gun ho about it, until I realized how much I loved playing my guitar...and I almost wanted to minor in music with concentration in geeta (guitar).

I hung out with two friends, one of which could play the bass. I like making people laugh, it made me feel good when I gave my little short story about it being the end of the world, and in order to survive, everyone had to play base ball...with me as the pitcher. One of them introduced me to some really cool music too.

When the other friend left, I and best friend 1 sang together, and danced on the stage cafeteria stage.

Eventually my other friend came in (late), and left again for a brief moment. Bf#1 and I started singing again. She tried to trick me into singing when my other friend was walking back in, but I saw him in advance and her plan was foiled.

She decided to leave and head home, leaving the other friend and I bible studying. This was interesting, as we developed a small disagreement about the meaning of something. I can't wait to go back and reread everything and things! He was right about a scripture. It was located in Luke (dad told me).

(Ironically this thing shows both interpretations being correct though...http://www.porn-free.org/deliverance_Bible.htm. Luke 9:37-42; Matthew 17:14-21; Mark 9:14-29 The demon-possessed boy is delivered: This story has many interesting features. The evil spirit was able to seize the boy, cry out in a loud voice, convulse him, bruise him and cause him to foam at the mouth. The disciples were unable to cast the demon out, but Jesus was able to do so. Jesus said, “Deaf and dumb spirit, I command you, come out of him and enter him no more!” (Mark 9:25). Jesus rebuked the unclean spirit and healed the child (Luke 9:39-42). Jesus later explained to the disciples that their unbelief kept them from being able to cast the demon out. Jesus also said that type of demon would not go out except by prayer and fasting (Matthew 17:20-21; Mark 9:29)

I was supposed to tell him something very important the other day (last wednesday, April 21st), but I didnt have the courage and was a little afraid to say it. I touched on it a little when I was about to leave (and also left a similar message for him...). Its always a bit awkward when I have to deliver messages on my own. I always fear what may happen. Would the person shun me? Would they not accept the message? Would they think me a liar?

I think these are things that I just need to grow on. And yes, I know that I should just spit it out, but in this case, easier said than done! (To spit it out would mean that I would have to acknowledge my own worth...which is not a bad thing but I try to keep it under wraps).

MOVING ALONG.

I told mom about the issue in excitement (I just find bible study cool and fun...Leave me alone... ^//^). She took me to work, and I kept thinking about it. I kept cleaning the same parts of the store over and over again. On a plus side, I made a sale in sketchers shape ups (Arigatou, Kamisama!!!). I also met a classmate today! We didnt say too much though.... Next payday, I am purchasing these pair of sandals that i've had my eye on for quite some time....they are very colorful!

Anyway, today was just a really good day. I wanted to go to micheals to pick up some origami paper for mom's birthday present this weekend, but I may have to wait until tomorow.

I feel a little sad that the semester is ending so soon. A lot happened this semester that made it seem like years...

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