My challenge to you///
I challenge you to the death
Look in the mirror, thorough and deep
Make one change, from now till your last breath.
And every word you speak, let it be a vow to keep.
Let your actions be absolute,
As the Father seeing from every angle.
Let your faith be resolute,
Becoming God's faithful Angel.
I challenge you to the death.
Til present with the Lord, and absent from earth asleep.

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7.5.08 - 4:43 PM

Base

Today has definitely been a day.

At school, I spent a little more than 3/4ths of the day taking a calculus exam. It was freakin hell.

I tried my best to get at least half of the questions correct and avoid all the ones that that I didn't know all together. The Free response section wasn't too hard, but it was time consuming. I knew that I was working kind of slow, so I tried to do all the parts that I knew to do for a fact. Anyway, I think I failed with flying colors.

I found out that morning that it was early dismissal. When I got home, I saw Diamond, my cat, and became afraid b/c my bus was heading in his general direction. I remember when we moved here he followed me to the bus stop, and he darted infront of a bus. Fortunately, he made it across in time. I told him to never do that again, and ever since then, he has never came with me to the bus stop...
Anyway, this time he didn't dart, but he was very happy to see me so early.

Me, mom, Jonathan, and dad went to the base in the city. I wish that I could have more time to look around, but everyone else wanted to go home early....I really wanted to stock up for my diet...
I did manage to buy a jump rope though.

I convinced them to let me go to the neighboring beauty store though. The lady there is so kind, she said that I looked good. Inside, that made me happy, yet a little....awkward. I bought one purple and one orange rose, another anklet, and another pair of earings. I wish I had remembered to get some blue nail polish. My current selection of nail polish is becoming...dull to look at.

When I got home, I played guitar hero. I played sunshine of your love again, this time I beat my score (!).

I have been having cravings for veggies these past few days. I made a primarily lettuce and chicken slice sandwich. That was the best sandwich ever....I just should have added more lettuce.

Last night I talked to one of my friends. I learned something new about him. Whenever something bothers him, he acts eccentric....I wish I knew what to do to make sad things vanish from the minds of my friends. Another friend was having some problems at school, also. Every night I reflect on the events of the day, what I should have done differently. I always find a solution to a problem that I mishandled....I just can never have it in mind at the right time. Nevertheless, I will be there for them until I'm dismissed.

Anyway, I had to leave early to pay my debt to mom and dad, I watched obama give his victory speach. As I listened, I became sad. If he becomes president, anything that happens will be a reflection of the true heart of the country as a whole...I have heard ppl say that if he is elected in office, they will kill him. I have heard from others that if this occured, there will be a civil war...
Perhaps I am thinking irracionally, but I can't help but feel as though something terrible is going to happen, something that will divide us. What is frightening is that whatever I brood on, or comes to mind constantly, seems to happen.... This is one of the reasons why I want to learn how to fight. If such a divisive occurance should happen, I want to be able to protect everyone....
Maybe I am watching too many anime?....
Nothing is coincidence.

I called him back at around 9:40 and listened to him play his electric guitar. Too cool. I will do my best to learn how to play my acoustic. No matter how much I want to quit.

Speaking of which, I miss playing the keyboard....

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