My challenge to you///
I challenge you to the death
Look in the mirror, thorough and deep
Make one change, from now till your last breath.
And every word you speak, let it be a vow to keep.
Let your actions be absolute,
As the Father seeing from every angle.
Let your faith be resolute,
Becoming God's faithful Angel.
I challenge you to the death.
Til present with the Lord, and absent from earth asleep.
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28.4.10 - 4:27 PM
Blind eye? (A really old but completed entry)
Hi there folks!
Its exam week, and this will be the last week of class as well. This weekend, I managed to pull strings to help mom out at the show (but not the rehearsal, unfortunately...)and to make time for kami sama. I also (somehow) managed to fulfill my duties to my group in Art history class, while also finishing my paper. It's just been a very hectic period.
This semester has been a difficult one as well. A lot has changed in my personal life. First off, as I meantioned before, I ceased my 3 year+ friendship with Racheal Goodman. Secondly, my boyfriend broke up with me for essentially saying indirectly he sucked as a boyfriend (actually, a person). There has just been a lot of stress going on in general this semester.
You know I wonder how people think I truly feel? I remember back in the day people were afraid of me because I never smiled. I also remember how everyone kept saying "she always has a smile on her face". It's quite conflicting and contradictory as you can tell. A few thought I was angery. There are still those few who think I am a pessimist. Others think I may be an optimist. Others think i study hard, others think I am lazy. "The truth shall set you free" some say. And yet, how can they know the truth about myself, when I dont even know it?
I love it whenever people tell me who they THINK I am before I tell them who I really am and what I truly standfor. It is always such a big jump in perspectives. The problem though is getting people out of their assumptions enough to doubt what they know, and ask questions....
Today, I felt a little...sad. I went to the labyrinth on awards day (april 26th). I discovered that I need to let go of my fear of lonliness and trials. Which is interesting because I dont necessarily fear either, I just try to avoid it.
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